You are inside, shirt stained to your
body, and the world spins by out
of control. The midday
heat is unbearable, beer is all
that matters, the coldness of the
can, the dark liquid. You have
your own ways of coping.
She is asking for too much and you’re
ready to back down, but you’re
not sure where to retreat to. You
need a refuge, you need a place
where the world won’t hurt you –
it used to be here – you’ve
sifted through your options and nothing
beckons. Better perhaps to ride
it out? Better to watch as she
self destructs, and wait to
pick up the pieces.
Outside a bit of breeze is
lifting the hot air and you wipe away a film
of sweat from your face.
She is quiet now,
waiting for evening.
by Cher Bibler
