Quietly, quietly, it’s calling you,
your soul throbs in spite of itself.
You’ve closed your ears to the sound but
the vibrations shake your core.
You find yourself looking for it even
though you swore you wouldn’t. It’s
the place you can almost see when you
stumble home drunk in the
middle of the night. It’s the pool of
light made by a lonely streetlight. It’s the
bar on the corner where people look hard and
unforgiving. It’s the safe little house full of
family that you pass on your way,
peeking in at the one window left ajar. The
window is letting the calm and peace inside
escape, you watch it dissipate into the
night air. You hold on to your aching
heart, suddenly grown too large to handle.
It’s the sound of your footsteps on the
sidewalk, breaking the oily silence. It’s the
memory of his skin pressed against yours,
long lazy mornings when all is put aside. It’s
the shadow of a streetdog shirking
in dark corners, watching warily as you
pass, wondering why you’re there,
why you’re disturbing its world,
why you’re passing through its space.
by Cher Bibler
